An entire week without a post... that's pretty disappointing. Sorry! Trust me, it's not just you. I'm so far behind on reading blogs for this past week that I don't know how I'll ever catch up! It's not that I don't
want to write- quite the contrary. I love to write. For me (and for many of you, I know) writing is an outlet. I have plenty of things to write about. The problem is this: chaos breeds chaos.
Let me explain. My dining room table has been serving has a make-shift pantry for about a month now as we slowly but surely re-design our kitchen. I can't use my oven. My refigerator is covered in plastic. My carpet is covered in saw dust. My sink is also covered in plastic. My garage is full of boxes of other things from the kitchen- including food and various plates. I can't remember the last time my house felt CLEAN even thought we clean a little bit every day. It's Chaos... and it's spilling over into other aspects of my life.
That's exactly what chaos does to you. It multiplies. I can't find my car keys in the mess, or I forget a very important sample book for a client because it wasn't in it's usual spot, or I can't sleep because we're currently keeping our cocker spaniel, Lucy, in the bedroom with us at night instead of in the kitchen. Chaos... and in all that chaos, I'm struggling to find inspiration inside my home- the one place I've
always been able to use as a haven for inspiration.
This is the reality of home renovation, I'm learning. The use of actual plates and silverware becomes obsolete also.
My hope is this: once the cabinets have doors on them once again, and the refirgerator is back in it's place, and I have access to my sink once more, I will love my home so much more than I did before because I will know the hard work and love we have put into it. I won't just see a brighter kitchen, I'll see a stage in our lives where we worked together- side-by-side- and created something beautiful. The transformation will serve as my inspiration. But until then, you'll have to bear with me, yes?
Thank you.